哭过就好了

终于哭了

没想到是在梦中哭了

把一切的委屈和压力都哭出来了

发现自己原来没有想象中坚强

有很多事情自己是没有能力做好的

开始怀疑自己了

开始不相信自己了

我讨厌这样的我

一个连自己都瞧不起自己的我

我曾几何时变成这样了呢?

那个充满自信的我去了哪里呢?

要相信难熬的始终会过去的

要坚信我是可以的

要自信的抬起胸膛, 告诉自己不要去在乎别人的冷嘲热讽

因为将来要做医生的人是不能那么软弱的

哭过就好了

是时候加油了

不要再让自己活在后悔和遗憾当中

笑一个吧!

这才是我认识的自己嘛!

and LOVE is what makes the world go round

Everybody needs LOVE.
LOVE is a cycle. When you choose to love the people around you, you get loved.
LOVING people doesnt mean just loving the people who love you.
it also means loving those whom you dislike or even hate
because LOVE never choose owners.


LOVE is never easy.
When you choose to LOVE, you are choosing to give.
But what makes LOVE so important??
because LOVE can make people do things beyond their strength
LOVE from parents, friends, lovers motivate us when things seem so bleak
and gives us new hope



Never underestimate the power of LOVE.
Choose to LOVE.
Just as how people have loved us even when we are unlovable.
We'll never know who needs LOVE until we choose to LOVE them
because LOVE is a many wonderful thing.
It has the power to change people in magnificent ways.


When we are tired of loving someone or when we feel like there's
nobody in this whole world who love us,
dont give up
eventually LOVE will find its way


LOVE and KINDNESS are never wasted, they always make a difference.
They bless the ones who receive it, and they bless you the giver.
So dont stop loving, but at the same time dont forget to LOVE yourself.

and to the people reading this post


:)

So go out and share the LOVE people!!!

A reminder to myself

Dear God,

I thank you for giving me the best parents I can have
in this world.
Help me to love and appreciate them just like how they
have loved me unconditionally.
I pray that You'll continue to keep them save and grant them good health
and that they will be man and women after your heart.
Grant us patience when we cant see each other eye to eye
and continue to unite our hearts as one family.
Lord, be their guiding light when they face problems in their work
and help them to know that You are with them through it all.
Thank you for giving me the best gift in life.
I promise You that i'll never leave nor forsake my parents no matter what happens.
Wherever I go in the future, remind me Lord to honour and love my parents
and to be a blessing to them.

Special post for a special friend :)

This post is specially for my best friend in this whole wide world, Miss Nicole Soh Wei Ying :)

Dear Nicole,

Happy birthday dear BFFFFFFF!!! It's been two years since we last celebrated birthday with each other and i miss celebrating birthday with you.

How are you dear friend?? You must be busy preparing for your exams now but please dont forget to take good care of your health.

Just wanted to tell you how much difference you've made in my life. You're the first few friends who open yourself to me when i was new in 2P10 and you always took good care of me, making me feel belonged in a new surrounding.

You're the one who always encouraged me not to give up on physics and add maths and everytime i ask you for help, you'll always go the extra mile to help me. You're the one who never fail to message me each time before physics and add maths exam asking me to jia you and you're always there to listen to me when i'm lost.

Those times where we went tuition together and eating raisins together are forever in my heart. You're such a blessing to me and i truly thank God for placing such a wonderful friend in my life. Thank you for your e-mails that never fail to lift me up when i'm down. Even though we're so far away from each other and havent been seeing each other for so long, we're still connected in so many ways.

Blessed birthday my bestest friend. I'm going to miss you so much and we'll even be further away from each other after september :( But you'll still be my BFFFFFFFFFF no matter what happens and we must take loads and loads of pics before you leave!

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH NICOLE SOH!! I pray that you'll continue to stand strong for the Lord and be a blessing to many new people that you'll meet along the way, just like how you've been a blessing to me. AND I pray that God will let you meet with your mr right and live happily ever after. HAHA

Woman, we must continue to keep in touch no matter which sea or which river is separating us!!
Me and you = rubber bungsssssss

LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART :)

好朋友

太阳晒的我眼睛睁不开
你的好脾气
让我心情坏不起来
下雨下的我眼神发呆
你的道歉
听着听着我都快要笑出来
谁 说不能黑白配
世界上没有什么事
能够如此的绝对
曾经有人这样唱过
白天它不懂夜的黑
你却懂得我的美
有时候我 会感觉非常累
有时候也会不自觉把你拖累
你有时会说我们不配
只要能依偎
真的真的我什么都无所谓
钢琴也是黑白键
一样能看 出我对你
只有满满的感谢
也许黑永远不明白
在这个彩色的世界
有你我才会存在

有遇过那么一个可以让你完全信任的人吗？我很庆幸遇到了那个人。

那个在我伤心时会自动打电话关心我，在我说不爽别人时会叫我站在别人的立场想， 在我最需要帮助时默默地坐在旁边支持我，在我最无聊时逗我笑，在我不知所措时指导我的人。

你是我生命中非常重要的人。 你改变了我，让我更懂得去关怀别人，而不是永远只关心自己的事。你用真心对待别人，让我知道这世界还是温暖的。你天真的笑容，让我时时刻刻都感到很窝心。你那永不放弃的个性，让我也学会了不要放弃。

能和你成为好朋友是我的荣幸。未来如何，就让未来为我们决定吧。

谢谢你为我所做的一切。每一件你为我做的事都会让我感动不已。

谢谢你出现在我的生命中。我的世界因为有你而变得好美。你给了我勇气去做我认为不可能做到的事，因为你永远会在背后守护我。
我的好朋友，谢谢你 :)

Connected

My beloved Joy cell
No matter where we are
or how long we've not been talking to each other
I thank God for letting me meet each one of you
You guys are the most awesome people that i can share anything with
and you guys are always the first who'll look out for me
pray for me and talk crap with me

I'm always touched to see the things that you guys had done for me
a simple message, a prayer, a hug, a smile is always there when i need it
sometimes i used to think back the good old joy cell times
thinking what it will be if joy cell is still here
but today i've found the answer

JOY CELL IS ALWAYS IN OUR HEARTS
no matter where we are and what we are doing
we still have each other in our hearts
we are connected in the same way
just as how we are last time

I LOVE YOU JOY CELL SO MUCH
you gave me love unconditionally
and you love me for who i am

I know Joy cell will last forever no matter how far we are in the future
may all of us remain JOYFUL and continue to shine for God in whatever we do


love,
sabrina

海芋~恋

我喜欢海芋。喜欢它那纯纯的白色， 喜欢它散发出来的气质，更喜欢它的简单。

我说啊， 我好久没有欣赏大自然了。一整天只把自己关在家里，对着电视，电脑，手机，还有一大堆永远做不完的功课。我有多久没有和大自然说HELLO呢？

第一次看到海芋是在台湾。 听台湾人说着海芋的故事，也听到海芋在婚礼非常受欢迎，因为海芋代表着纯洁，幸福的爱。

那时有种冲动到阳明山去看海芋，可是冬天的海芋还没有开花，等到海芋开花时我已经回来了。

我们人啊，一直都在追求着自己想要的东西，钱啊，名牌啊，理想啊，男女朋友啊，可是当我们得到这些东西时，我们是否会感到满足呢？在得到这些东西的同时，我们又会失去了生命中其他珍贵的东西呢？

得到某样东西的同时，我们必定会失去某些东西。就好像在成长的过程中，我们一直都希望自己能够快点长大成人，因为大人能够为自己作决定，不用爸爸妈妈帮我们决定每一样东西。可是，长大后，我们却一点一点地在失去我们的童真。

小时候的我们，有顾虑那么多东西吗？那时的我们没有复杂的想法，也不会有勾心斗角，你说我我踩你的情形。这些都是难免的，但最重要的是我们要保留当年的童真，将心比心的去对待每一个你爱的人和爱你的人。

就好像海芋一样，虽然它只有淡淡的颜色，但喜欢它的人却很多啊！相对的，如果我们用真诚的心来做人，就算环境变了，我们也能在当中找到最纯真的感动。

是时候找个时间去欣赏大自然了。

明年吧，我要去竹子湖欣赏海芋：）