Movie therapy

Okay, i've not been spending my holidays wisely. I havent started on my bio revision and i'm just done with 2 questions of maths. What's with my holiday resolution that i must finish revising bio and maths?? Arrghh, i blame nobody but myself.

I'm fast becoming a couch potato, watching dramas after dramas and movies after movies. Just today alone, i've finish watching 17 again, Hannah Montana : The Movie and Harry Potter 6. I'm feeling so guilty now for wasting almost 7 hours just watching movies alone but hey, arent holidays supposed to be relaxing and not so stressful?? I quote from swee yeng : watch first, revision tomorrow (i've modified it, hers is eat first, lose weight tomorrow)

I totally recommend you guys to watch 17 again and Hannah Montana. In fact, these 2 shows made my day. To tell you the truth, i'm so worry about my exams. My monthly test results are not good and i know that if i dont put in extra effort this time, i''ll have to say bye bye to B1. But i just cant seem to find the motivation to study. My concentration level is so low that i can be easily distracted by anything. To make matters worse, my relatives are all back and my mind is so preoccupied with spending time with them.

Ok, i'm out of topic. These 2 movies tell the importance of family and friends in your life. You may have a successful career, lots of money but you cant buy the love of family and true friends. Your family members are always here for you no matter what happens and when you fall, they're the ones who catch and lift you up. Friends are totally important too. True friends never leaves you, just like the ones in 17 again and Hannah Montana, they go all out for their friends, never leaving their friends behind.

This part is a little bit personal but i just feel like typing out here. Travis, the guy who like miley in hannah montana reminds me of a friend. In Hannah Montana, travis accepts miley for who she is and loves the real her, not hannah montana. I have a friend who is just like travis. This special person loves me for who i am and has seen the worst part of me. Yet, this person never leaves me but constantly encourage me to be who i am and teach me how to love others and not judge others. I'm ever so grateful for you, thank you friend :)

I tell you i'm not so stressed after watching these movies. Movies can be such a good therapy for stressful people like me. I know that i'll always have my family and friends' back so i'm gonna start my revision now and whatever my outcome is, i'll leave it to God.

Happy holidays people!!! Dont stress yourself too much and remember to take some time off for some good movies.

I'll end with this quote

LIFE'S A CLIMB BUT THE VIEW IS GREAT

Thank You

I'm feeling so blessed and encouraged right now. Today during cell group, we discussed about how to help people. And after discussing, my cell leader, grace, gave us each a paper and asked us to write our names on it. Then we have to pass it to the person on our left and write something encouraging on the paper. Seriously at first i did not know what to write. Even though we had been in the same cell for almost a year, i do not know many of them personally. We do laugh and talk to each other but its different from the time in joy cell where we really share personal things with each other. Anyways, after getting our papers back, grace asked us to pray for the person next to us and the prayer time was truly awesome.

I guess u guys wont be able to see the writings on the paper so here's what my beloved cell members wrote for me :)

Kerry: Though at times things might not be the way you want it to be, but God will always be there for you. To guide you and to lead you. I love you!!! =)

Jian Ai: Dear Sabrina, =p you are fearfully and wonderfully made. May you continue to be a blessing to all around you with your sweet smile and you very adorable ,approachable character. God bless you!!

Grace: Hey gal, thank you for coming to cell. I'm glad to see you coming despite of your business. You are a joy to me and i'm blessed to have known you. Remember this verse, Seek ye first the kingdom of God and all will be added unto you! Continue to seek, serve and follow Christ!

Yen Fong: Hey Sabrina, just remember that in everything that you do, God will always be there for you and God will help you through in whatever situation you face. Just continue serving God no matter how busy and occupied you are. Keep the smile =). God loves you

Khian Lim: Haha! Going taiwan right, buy somethings for me! Erm, try to come for morning prayer and pray for CF! God bless you in your future studies. Enjoy you form 6 life and taiwan trip.

Aunt Ivy: Walk closely with God for He never leaves those who walk with Him! Trust our mighty God!

It is encouraging messages and people like these that reminds me i have an ALMIGHTY GOD who cares and loves me. Thank you guys for your wonderful messages. I'll always remember what you wrote for me and lets continue to rock on for God!!!

TAIWAN :)

As some of you may know, i applied for a student exchange program to taiwan few months ago. I did not put much hope on it because i posted the form on the eve of the closing date. I was not even sure whether the form will reach the organisers on time anot. Moreover there are only limited space for this exchange program, so even if the from reaches the organisers, you are still not guaranteed a place for the program.

I had always wanted to go to taiwan. Maybe its because i watched too many taiwanese drama or maybe because JOE CHENG is there. Hahahaha. So can you imagine how i felt yesterday when they sent me a notice telling me i was selected for the student exchange program?? By the way i was in church at that time. I literally jump in front of my friends and shouted YES man!!! I was so happy that i kept on going around telling all my friends that im going taiwan :) But the sad part is i'm going to miss youth camp and christmas this year. I havent missed a single camp since i started going youth and i've joined every single youth christmas presentation. Sigh, i know i'm going to miss a lot of fun but going to taiwan is a once in a life time chance too. So you guys have fun in youth camp while i have fun in taiwan. Wahahaha

I'm starting to imagine what is awaiting me in taiwan

I imagine myself walking on the streets in taipei, bumping into Joe Cheng and he fell in love with me and ask me to be his wife and live happily ever after with him in Taiwan. ( ignore me)

I imagine myself walking in night markets eating lots and lots of food until my tummy bulge.

I imagine myself seeing sunrise in alisan.

I imagine myself sitting bullet train, looking at beautiful scenery along the way.

I imagine myself at aboriginal villages dancing with them and learn more about their culture.

I imagine myself celebrating my first white christmas with my group mates.

I imagine myself buying lots and lots of souvenirs for family and friends.

I imagine myself wearing layers and layers of clothing until i look like a dumpling.

I imagine myself making lots of new friends through this trip.

I imagine myself shopping like rebecca bloomwood of confessions of a shopaholic.

I inagine myself starring at the beautiful sky in taiwan.

I imagine myself seeing hots guys surf in ken ding.

I imagine myself at the top of 101 tower.

I imagine myself marvel at the beauty of God's creation in taroko gorge.

I imagine dipping myself in hotsprings.

I imagine myself falling in love with everything in taiwan.

TAIWAN HERE I COME <3

My Best Friend

it was year 2005 when i first saw her

short, petite, and skinny was my first impression of her

never would i imagine that we would be friends as she has her own friends by that time

while i was just a student who had just transferred to her class

friendly was the word to describe her

the first word she said to me was FATTY

unique, surprised and shocked

that was how i felt at that time

but in time to come we became closer and closer to each other

and we even became roommates during our first trip together

year 2005---close friends

second year, we became deskmates

to be honest, i was a little intimidated when u asked me

what if i bored you? what if we argue? what if you find that i'm not a suitable deskmate??

many of these things came into my mind

but in the end we clicked so well

we share so many passions together

from singing, movies till talking about our crushes

everyday our school life were filled with never ending topics

you helped me when i encountered friendship problems

standing by my side always supporting me

encouraging me when i did badly for my mid year test

year 2006 ---deskmates

third year, we wondered whether we'll be in the same class anymore

anxiously we waited for the outcome

in the end we became deskmates again

i open myself to you more and you shared many things with me

we started to talk about our dreams

me the doctor and you the accountant

i would always whine to you about my sucky add maths

and you would always guide me patiently

we had our fair share of arguments too

times when we dont see each other eye to eye

but in the end those arguments never brought us down and tear us apart

deep in my heart i know i've found a true friend

year 2007---best friend

fourth year, our last year sitting together

i started to appreciate you more and more

the many crazy things we did together in class

getting scolded by teacher together

sleeping during bm lesson

eating during est

are truly unforgettable

good times passes by so quickly

without us realising it was time to leave school

and it meant going our own pathways from now on

year 2008---best best friend forever

now, we are studying in different places

chasing dreams we had told each other

yet our friendship remains as close as ever

i'll still call you to tell you what's happening here

and you'll update me with your life in kl

even though we are so far apart

i can still sense the closeness like those times in secondary school

thank you for always being by my side whenever things happen

you've seen me cry like a baby

whine like an old lady

get angry like a mad lady

and still love me for who i am

i'm ever grateful for finding such a great friend like you

i can foresee the day when we both find our mr right and be each other's bridesmaid

listening to each other saying our marriage vows

shedding tears of joy for each other =]

but we'll still go pasar malam, have pillow talk sessions and sing k together for sure

i love you so much chew swee anne!!!

remember you'll always have a shoulder to cry on when you need one

good times bad times i'll always be here for you as you've been here for me

all the best in everything you do and do take good care of yourself in kl

ME + YOU = BFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

Wonderful Holidays

HOLIDAYS, why are you leaving me so fast?? Dont you know that i love you so much?? Please dont leave me alone again =(

I've had the most WONDERFUL holidays for the past one week. Every single day of my holidays are so well spent. I got to spend some quality time with my family in penang, eating lots and lots of awesome food until my tummy bulged, played at the beach with the Saw family, laughing till my stomach hurts at our lame jokes and the most important thing is i got to know my father more.

During the last day of family camp, after the speaker had finished preaching, there was a sharing session where we can share with each other what we had learned or experienced during the camp. My dad shared something which moved me to tears. My dad came from a very big family. His dad was an autocratic person and he gambled a lot. Whenever he's in a bad mood, all his children will not have food to eat and due to addiction to gambling, they had to sell off the house and move to a smaller house. Being raised in such manner, my dad lacks a fatherly figure since young and he only looks up to his mum. However things changed after he came to know the Lord. My dad forgave his dad and he apologised publicly during the sharing session to my brother for not knowing how to treat him as a son sometimes. I cried after hearing my dad's sharing. It takes great courage for a man to say sorry to his son publicly and my dad did that. Before the sharing, i never knew that my dad went through so many things during his childhood, now i have a deeper understanding towards my dad and my perspective towards my dad changed.

" It takes a boy to be a father, but it takes a man to father a child"

On tuesday, i went pasar malam with my besties. Despite not eating anything due to my horrible tooth extraction which required stitching at the end, i truly enjoyed walking around and looking at them eating happily. Later,we went to lulu's house for pillow talking session and we had so much fun talking to each other. It's been a long time since we talk like there's no tomorrow, talking from 11 something till 4 something. And on wednesday we went to kbox. Having my besties around is seriously FUN FUN FUN!!!

On thursday i went for my class' bio trip. We went to so many places and everywhere we went we were the noisiest group. We took loads of silly pictures, marvel at the beauty of boh tea plantation, and we worked together to make our steamboat dinner a success. This trip has indeed brought us closer to each other and i found out that most of my classmates like to play cards and mahjong too. More kaki to play next time. Haha.

I got to spent some quality time with weimin too. I havent have heart-to-heart talk with her since ages ago so to have one with her in camerons is definitely wonderful. I'm so glad i managed to clear some of my confusion and i'm finally guilt free now!! Weimin, always remember that we'll always be by your side supporting you and loving you. I have faith in you that you'll overcome it and emerge as a VICTOR!!

GO GO JIA YOU!!!

3 more days till the holidays end and i already have plans for these 3 days. I can see kbox, pillow talk, bbq and tgv waving at me. Ahh, what a wonderful holiday.

Updates

Ok, i've cut my hair, extracted 1 tooth, 2 more next week, and i'm counting down to my 1 week holidays!!!
But first, my exams. Arrghh, i dont want to fail my maths and disappoint my teacher. She has so high hope in us that makes me wanna do well but i know i'm not good in maths. Maths, will you be my BFF for just 1 week??

19.08.09

8.15-10.15 Pengajian Am

11.30-1.00 Chemistry

20.08.09

8.15-10.15 MATHS

11.30-1.00 Biology

21.08.09

8.15-10.15 MUET

And after this, its holidays!!! Let me tell you what my plans are for this holidays. Even thinking about my holidays makes me super duper excited. After finishing Muet test on friday, L6B1 will be going for a karaoke session in kbox!! WOOHOO!!! Seriously cant wait to see all my classmates act like crazy people in the room and maybe we'll practice our Grease moves and sing Summer Night together. TELL ME MORE TELL ME MORE~~~

On saturday, i'll be going for my church's family camp in penang till monday. The theme for this camp is My Father's Love and Ps Vincent Lau is the speaker for this camp :) And and and, i'm going with kerry's family and sunny's family so it'll be so much fun. It'll be like those good times where we'll talk non stop in the car until the adults have to put earplugs. Haha. The adults even planned to start our journey earlier so that we have enough time to go shopping and scout for good food. Such clever adults =]

After coming back on monday, i'll have my 2 teeths extracted to make way for my braces. On wednesday, i'll go for VAD7 farewell which i predict will be quite fun as well as most of my classmates are going.

The highlight of this holiday

L6B1 CLASS TRIP!!!

We'll be going to camerons for our 2 days 1 night trip and we'll be visiting some farms, boh tea plantation and jungle trekking And we'll make our own steamboat for dinner too =] Hopefully through this trip we'll get to know each other more and bond with each other. I reckon i'm not close to some of my classmates so i'll use this opportunity to get closer to them.

My besties in kl are coming back for the merdeka holidays too!! So it'll be a time of meeting up and updating each other with infos. Gosh, i miss them so badly and i cant wait to laugh and talk with them =]

Holidays will you come to me faster and exams will you leave me faster??

HOLIDAYS I LOVE YOU!!!

Happy birthday xiao zhu :)

My first birthday post :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ZIYI

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!

Happy birthday my dearest deskmate!! I'm so blessed to have you as my deskmate this year!! Thank you for always being there with me, helping me with my never ending homework and laughing with me.

And so now i shall award you with the BEST FRIEND AWARD OF YEAR 2009.

Haha, love you so much dear friend!!! May God bless you with good health and in everything you do including our much feared --- maths. MUAXX MUAXX